Art for art is a deviation, architecture for architecture is a crime.

It was a really hard day for me. I woke up at about 7 o'clock, then I got up at about 9 am. I planned to create some initial designs of my new whole-term-project of SARP (Polish Architects Society). I took my pencil and started....figuring out how to create something... hours were passing ... my nerves tensing ... all for nothing. I was really pissed off. It seemed that I approached some kind of psychic barrier, or I haven't developed creative capabilities yet, or I wanted to create in the way that is contradict to my sense of beauty. I think the last justification is suitable. Having this knowledge I looked for some inspiration.... I took my book about Hundertwasser designs, and found photos of his 'Hundertwasser House". It's built on a corner site, which is the same situation as in my task. I took me about 1,5 h to create elevations and solid body. It gave me a good experience. From this time I will always look for some reference designs. I hope I will be able to force my ideas with trees on the building and non-modernistic aesthetics.
Simultaneously I started another design. It will be a stable and small house built in a passive technology. I will try to create a 'plus energy house', which means that house will be power independent, but what is more it will produce excess of energy for trade. I will use energy from passive solar panels, geotermal heat and adjust design in order to collect heat heat from the greenhouse effect in winter garden...
This year starts my frist big challenges.... wish me good luck.
ps. I decided not to go to sweden... I have a lot of work here. It's not necessary to go abroad... I think I can develop myself here. In some way... I love my country, I love polish forest, scent of air, meadows, birds... a most of all I love Agness.